Chapter 37: Don’t Stop Trying

Wish Women Would Leave Me Alone posted by firstman4dawin 

I already gave up tryna find a girlfriend. I’m an ugly subhuman who will die alone. I know. 

The one time I actually tried to get a girlfriend, the one time I really put myself out there and asked a girl out, she fucking humiliated me. She was crazy. So I give up. I fully accept that the only reason why any human of the female species would pay me any attention is if they can get something out of me. 

So then there’s this chick, she loves attention and she keeps trying to get it from me. I don’t want to be mean to her, because she’s my friend’s sister (also my friend uses this forum too-sorry R-Idk where else to vent), also she is probably okay or can’t help it, idk. 

I been doing lots better lately. Signed up for classes and I know what I want to do for work fucking finally. Even learning to code a little so I know what the fuck I’m doing. And I got my job back after this crazy bitch tried to MeToo me and convinced the whole store I’m some creepy virgin rapist. Also just got an apartment with my brother and his friend. I’m doing so good! This is after months of living in the basement doing fucking nothing. I had no reason to get up or do anything. Then I had this burst of energy, mostly because of my brother wanting to get a place, but going to school was my idea. I’m getting my shit together and feeling like maybe I won’t be a total loser my whole life. 

This girl is gonna fuck me all up again. That’s all that happens to me with women. I get all fucked up. And what’s the point in getting all fucked up for a chick only using me for attention? What do they need so much attention for???

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 endagain243: Women are basically treated like children by society. They have no accountability. If they commit a crime, most of the time they won’t even go to prison. They are coddled and sucked up to all the time, because men are so thirsty and simp so much. Because of this, their brains have evolved to need constant validation. Deep down, they really want Chad’s validation, but they will take the attention and validation of a beta male when he isn’t around. Beta attention is easier to get anyway and women are notoriously lazy. 

firstman4dawin Okay, well this beta isn’t giving her any attention. She tried to come into my bedroom yesterday. It was just me in there. I know better than to be alone with women now. Told my friend don’t bring her to my place again. I’m going to see her again though. Hate this. 

Pigeon_theone Stop calling yourself ‘beta.’ It’s a slur. 

Crazycatladylife Did you stop to think that maybe she actually likes you? Sorry you had such a bad experience with that other woman. We aren’t all like that though. 

endagain243 Fixed it for you.

|We are all like that|

Crazycatladylife Oh, fuck off

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. ………………………………………………………AWALT…………………………………………………………………………NAWALT…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..It’s Over………………………………………………………………………………………………..There’s no point…………………….…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………AWALT……………There’s no point…….

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Don’t Stop Trying. There must be someone out there for you

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Adam shut the computer. Words on a screen.

They echoed.

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